8/14/2006
when there was me and you. i love that song. so much.. feelings and emotions brought out. i can so .. communicate with that song.. hah. it's funny. today, i was feeling rather moody. then i brightened up cuz i didnt go to school. and now. i'm sad. how songs affect me so..

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It's funny when you find yourself
Looking from the outside
I'm standing here
but all I want
Is to be over there
Why did I let myself believe
Miracles could happen
Cause now I have to pretend
That I don't really care

I thought you were my fairytale
A dream when I'm not sleeping
A wish upon a star
Thats coming true
But everybody else could tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
When there was me and you

I swore I knew the melody
That I heard you singing
And when you smiled
You made me feel
Like I could sing along
But then you went and changed the words
Now my heart is empty
I'm only left with used-to-be's
Once upon a song

Now I know your not a fairytale
And dreams were meant for sleeping
And wishes on a star
Just don't come true
Cause now even I tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
Cause I liked the view
When there was me and you

I can't believe thatI could be so blind
It's like you were floating
While I was falling
And I didn't mind
Cause I liked the view
Thought you felt it too
When there was me and you

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you WERE my fairytale. i thought there was so much more than there seemed to be. you changed my life. you made me smile. you made me look forward to coming to school. then you yourself changed. and changed my life. thinking of what used to be.. cuz that's all i'm left with.

oh crap. i should so stop. i'm identifying with this song so much that i'm crying.. -_-" hah. wat the heck.